The husband writes 21 love letters console and suffer from the breast cancer wife
She suffers from the breast cancer two times, the painful and others' discrimination of the operation lets several of her want to commit suicide. When being desperate for her, the letter not inscribing frequently by the pillow, comfort her, encourage her, accompany her to spend the day difficult to most endure .
Who wrote the letter by the pillow?
21 days of August, enclose the sick bed of No. 12, floor 16 of surgical building of a institute in heavy medicine.
" Will go for chemotherapy again next week, I will know you do not want to go, but this is the last time, until you think at the time of that pain on,pinch by I " 38 -year-old Xiao De's fragrant complexion is wan and sallow, lie on the bed, hold the detailed detailed product of letter just received to read, full of in the eyes happily .
" Seeing for several times more can be carried. " At this moment, husband Tong XiangYun came into the ward. " It is not these letters, I have not wanted to live for a long time. " Xiao DeXiang is looking at the hand 21 Feng Xin says.
Letter advise the intersection of she and surgery by the pillow " L Wife, though your husband's body is not magnificent that you are eternal depend on. It is the same too this time " --Select from virgin the intersection of letter and virgin everyday such as auspicious cloud of auspicious cloud at Xiao DeXiang's side, have nothing say just directly, why often write to wife? This must begin at talking about the fact that three years ago .
Tong XiangYun lives in the blue and green blue and green thick stick group of thick stick village of ditch township of the deep blue of Wulong county, and Xiao DeXiang is of the same age. Three years ago, Xiao DeXiang made a definite diagnosis of initial stage of breast cancer of pipeline, enclosing a institute in heavy medicine cooks the left milk excision. In February of this year, her breast cancer recurs, need to perform the operation again, excise left pectoralis major,etc..
" The doctor proposes performing the operation as soon as possible, otherwise the cancer cell is spread incurable. " L Tong XiangYun says, the wife does not promise, " R Even if I kneel and ask her treatment on the ground, she is unmoved. "
" There is not strength that bear such agony again. " DeXiang Xiao say as long as chemotherapy of BanNian while being postoperative, pains all over after chemotherapy, the hair will be lost once of once. Moreover, and others' discrimination.
The wife becomes thin day by day, anyone's words are all closed one's ears to, the virgin auspicious cloud thinks of writing the letter. This exchange way of they at the love, more thanth the intersection of love letter and wife that year keep so far, " L Perhaps she can accept such an exchange. "
In the morning of March 2, when Xiao DeXiang wakes up, Tong XiangYun has already gone out and gone to work, she finds that there is a kraft paper envelope by the pillow, inside is the letter paper of page three, it is a husband's pen mark that one is read. " Why meet everyday, write a letter groundlessly. " Xiao DeXiang has looked at curiously.
" Three years ago, I was supporting your vacillating and staggering body, went out of the hospital hall. Sit on the car home, you are the weakness, a silk ice-cold body lean against the my shoulder softly and softly. Wife, though your husband's body is not magnificent that you are eternal depend on. It is the same too this time " Have the day that two people know, know each other, love each other in the letter, husbands call to her deep love, there is son's expectation of her.
Having finished reading the letter, Xiao DeXiang can't be calm for a long time, the tears flow without end. " So many people need me, why should I give up? For them, I should be strong. " On the same day, Xiao DeXiang agrees to receive treatment.
The love letter lightens the agony for her " L I think again as what you do more, it is me to want to lie on the sick bed more, instead of you. "
--It is the melting and treating of one week to select from the postoperative letter of the virgin auspicious cloud, Xiao DeXiang does not think of the diet, chronic gastritis are more and more serious . " Only depend on having an intravenous drip, it is unable to maintain the life. " When in the dead of night, the appearance of seeing the wife lie on the sick bed, recalled and studied in the day of the technical school with her 15 years ago, resembling Germany at that time is fragrant and gentle and competent, understanding, but the virgin auspicious cloud can't help feeling a pain in the heart now, mention pens once again .
Will it be morning the next day, fragrant to find nameless letter appear by pillow again, the inside full of husband's gentle what languages Germany Xiao: " See the intersection of you and that spoil weak health, bear such agony, that kind of grieved pain flashes before me all the time, I think again as what you do more "
Finish reading the letter, Xiao DeXiang sobs and can't utter a word all over, while working as husband's end porridge to present by the sick bed, she afford to take over the intersection of breakfast and little the intersection of mouth and little mouth . She says to oneself, for the husband, should live.
Chemotherapy to as long as to put, treat BanNian, radiotherapy cause phlebitis, Germany Xiao fragrant whole body so painful that the spine gets into the heart up and down. " It would be better if can not sleep awakely. " Once, it has not kept at her side in the evening that Tong XiangYun is busy, he heard the doctor say the next day, the wife input water last night, already too intact to call the nurse for a long time, it is a blessing the transfusion needle prevented the air from entering the vascular device, otherwise the life is not protected " Tow, tired, he. " Xiao DeXiang say,it is be strong to pretend to be always to husband,cry outside ward secretly often, erase tears more, come in smiling. But red eye socket him " L Betray " . Husband, by play odd-job man for give birth to, for her, family use up savings, in debt 10 more than Wan. Once, because can not gather the money everywhere, the husband planned to be taking tags to beg in the street unexpectedly, " L He goes bankrupt for me, puts down dignity for me. "
The wife gives oneself up as hopeless, how to untie her heart to form, Tong XiangYun thinks of writing the letter again. And he decides the comfort of writing a letter of every week .
21 letters give her hope " L Your first expression in one's eyes, can not forget the moonlight makes the commitments to you while remembering knowing, expecting that can reach old age with you "
--Select from the letter of the virgin auspicious cloud " L Never late. " Xiao DeXiang says, wakes up every Monday morning, the husband lies on the bedside for one's own letter.
In one month, Xiao DeXiang has 5 days to stay and put in the hospital and treat, other time is at home. No matter where it is, Tong XiangYun always bends over one's desk writing the letter in the evening on weekend. Some letter, in a few words, some the intersection of letter and several hundred word, have 21 already, virgin auspicious cloud under letter is with most plain language with the intersection of wife and the intersection of what and the daily life, discuss over: " Expecting that can reach old age with you "
" He also says that recovering from illness will take child and me to Beijing to read, writes in the letter in black and white, can unquestionably fulfill. " DeXiang Xiao say she have, think turn on or pain difficult bear, chemotherapy each time, look through, come out, read letter. These month, day that she expect most in every Monday, watch one letter each time, bottom of heart rise, rise one pride and gratified of love. She firmly believes, the love is at one's side, hopeful if live on.
Two make doctor in charge, serious medicine of operation, enclose one institute new good Professor Su, tell reporters for DeXiang Xiao, behind the the second operation, Germany Xiao fragrant mood very unstable, influence, recover while being postoperative, husband's care and treatment to her let the intersection of she and psychology return to normal gradually, in the face of postoperative treatment bravery. At present, radiotherapy has already been close to the end sound, and then has been recuperated by the endocrine for 5 years in succession.
" I will have written all the time. " Tong XiangYun says, writing to wife has already become a part of life, such special exchange way, been persevering all the time, until the wife will fully recover.
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